Up The Next Hill

Every hill leads to....another hill.

I think my brain has shut down.  So many ideas, so many missions, so many things to do and, well, to think about.  

My brain has had enough.

Or so I would posit as an adequate excuse as to why I am not being terribly productive.  Must be something like a brain failure.  Why else would I find it so hard to sit down and write?  Why do I put off going to out and making images?  Why to I find a million exuses for not pulling weeds, cleaning out the garage, working on my estate management case...all the "shoulds" that should be done?

And yes, I know how much better it feels to get things done.  It is oh so exhilerating to not have duties and obligations hanging over my head.  I get that!  I truly do.  Yet I procrastinate.  I put off.  I don't do today what I can put off until tomorrow.

And somehow I survive.

Sigh.

Well, it sounds much worse that it really is.  I know my deadlines.  I know my limits.  I know that if I don't take care of myself there will be no one around to take care of business.  So there you have it.

So all that said, I did write this blog.  Tha's something.  That's a start.  And every moment is an opportunity to start again.  And every completion opens another chance complete more.

And so it goes.

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