Looking for that cavalier spirit thing...
It's a matter of perception. Reality is often not what it seems. Point of view. It's all about point of view. From where you sit you might think I am a bon vivant. I remember once way back when a counselor in high school told me after I complained of being so shy and inhibited the he thought I had the potential to be quite the cavalier spirit. Well, it didn't work out that way. I never found that cavalier spirit in me. Nope, quite the homebody here. With slight reclusive tendencies. Yep, I know its hard to believe. But it's true.
Oh, alright, I don't quite believe it myself but that's just how it seems. And nothing is as it seems. And the strange thing, it is as it seems. Always was, always will be. At least it seems so...for the foreseeable future.