40 Days of Giving Up: Day 34 - So?

I've been into this for over a month now.  Giving up is not that easy. FInding something everyday to "give up" is a challenge.  Yet I seem to be doing just that.  And I think over all I have been moderately successful.  If nothing else, it has insprired me to take a moment each day and meditate on those things that hold me back and keep me from living a life of fullness.

So? 

Well, I say so because I say so.  It has been an interesting journey so far.  Six more days (not counting Sundays) and I will have completed the goal.  But I think I shall have completed some more than that.  And I will be beginning something new: a life free of several anchors.  It will be interesting.  And I will need to remain mindful and conscious.  I will need to maintain a certain level of discipline, too.

I can do it.  I don't need to give up. I can soldier on.  I can see the light ahead.  It will be good.

So?  So it is good.  I say so.  So what am I giving up today?  Sayng "So what?" as if it doesn't matter. It does matter.  And this forty day exercise has helped me realize that.  Now maybe tommorrow I can think about "Who cares?"  and real

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