40 Days of Giving Up: Day 38 - Ummmmm...

Ummmmmmm

Here's where I fumble.  What next?  What do I give up next?  Its been a lot of giving up, which, for me, really meant being introspective, going within, and finding the truth of my and my life such as it is.  And I have to say I have given up something 'most every day...but some I probably have been better at letting go of than others.  

So what now?  Only two more days left.  At least if I am counting correctly. I could just give up this whole thing, but that seems rather silly after all this entries.  So I will finish it.  But that does not tell me what to give up today.  So, ummm, what do I give up?  

I could give up ice cream.  That would be a good thing, but since there are only a few days left of lent, what kind of sacrifice would that be?  No, not ice cream.  Anyway.  

I knew this would get difficult toward the end.  Giving up is not easy, (he said with a slight ironic grin). so maybe I will be satisfied to give up "ummmm".   Kinda like a "have to".  Its a choice.  To do or not to do, that is the question here.  I can choose either.  Ummmm, well, there you have it.

I give up, for today/tonight.

Tomorrow is another day.

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